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Sunday, July 30, 2006

erm... that quality jolene mentioned. im suspecting insanity, but its hard to tell when youre all inside of it. that was us spending about 90% of our free time with each other, slacking around, coming up with wierd things to stun the world with...

now, heck. even if we dumped 90% of our free time in, thats about 9 minutes. guess who is the one here who hates sec 3 schedules?

now, insanity goes to rest. we are the seniors, we are in charge, in control, in need to control ourselves as well to make sure that everyone is doing well. even if we dont like it, its our obligation to do it, for the success of the future batches to come, for the seniors of ours who did the same for us.

its lonely at the top, forget the view. im at the top here also, and this is the view i get. imagine, everytime something screws up or someone comes to you with yet another problem, all you would think of is

"i want to go back down to their level"

in the end, the stuff gets done, but all you would feel tired, weakened, burdened. to quote Tongo, "each day you're gasping for breath (*acts like fish out of water), you know what i mean?"

what a nice leader i am man. you ppl dont have to mention this to anyone outside, i suppose you would feel the same as well.

and jo, at least take comfort in that cosine75 has the possibility of becoming like 2boh5... if only we had that period of slack time to work with.... ah well
and oh, i couldnt spend much time on heritage day. sorry =S

oh damn i feel so... depressed. life sucks so much already, then read about all the fun of the past and the crap of the present... let me cry man (turn and hide first). can this be the last morose post in the blog? not likely, that would make the blog empty... but theres a hope anyway.

to better lives(hopefully) ahead,
cheers

#29
blahking are talking crap. exaggerating. take no heed. and damn, im feeling depressed. and damn, i want class tee 3rd ed!

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